I am in a dark, dark, dark spot– hopefully the last of dark, before the light.
I feel SO angry. I feel SO betrayed, SO used.
I don’t know how to explain it without risking alienating some of you, without risking losing your support. Maybe I’ll be able to talk about it some when I get back.
But I’ve got to go away for a while. Go away and see if I can get some of these festering inner wounds to heal. Go away and hope that maybe others will forget, although I will probably always remember, and probably never EVER trust them again.
I know that I’m dealing with cPTSD. I… don’t expect you to ever understand, unless you’re experiencing this, too.
Goodbye for now, dear readers. I hope to be back soon. We’ll see.